Blog EntryThe Paradox of LifeApr 16, '08 3:05 AM
for everyone
Mama and Papa traveled for a thousand miles. Then, they’ve met. You’ve met. A spark of your serendipity signifies my meek subsistence.


Just last night, I broke the great news to you of my docile existence near your heart; I thought I was bringing you the greatest joy and happiness a woman could have on earth. Isn’t it great to be a mother? Isn’t it wonderful to be the source of a new human life? I really thought that you were always wonderful. I always know that you dream to be the most successful woman on the planet. You dream to have a perfect family. The love of you and papa proved my existence. Here I am. I could somehow bring luck and joy to you and papa. The sweet innocence of your childhood dreams fly within the wings of an angel.


Instead? What a harsh revelation to see you that you cried the whole night. You haven’t slept at all! I saw you sobbing, depressed all day. You even tried to choke yourself with lola’s blanket. I felt your agitation, your bitterness, your bitterness, your despair. Now you are with fever and cannot get up. I am very sorry I caused you such pain, and I can’t understand why.


My feeble presence may be significant, but who knows right? I may be a Philanthropist, who helps on every needy person in the planet. I may be a President of the country, who is the leader of all leaders. I may be a drug addict, the pest of the community. I can just be an ordinary person, who lives in an ordinary lifestyle. Who knows? The future is very unpredictable. Yet even in that way, I love the gift of life. I’m sorry mama if I caused you so much pain. I just love you more than myself and would readily give my life to make you happy. Some may claim that my life is not yet important. Maybe, my life will have the beauty of the small things that are just drops of happiness. Let my life be just one drop of happiness I’ll share with others.


Mama, MAMA! Help! An unknown strong and sinister-like force keeps on separating us! Mamas, please, do something! I love you Mama! Don’t leave me! I just want to experience life after this period. My dreams, my heart, my arms, my head, are all shattered and torn apart.


Now Mama, I know see light, a light that would bring me to the right path. Don’t worry, I’m happy right now. I can now see the beauty and significance of life. I am happy, mama, really.

Why should you cry? Why should you worry? God will take care of me! Mom, just tell me one thing.

WHAT’S WRONG WITH YOU?



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residentevil5 wrote on Apr 16
woa! Too much feelings for me
renzbulseco wrote on Apr 16
woa! Too much feelings for me
hmmm. why? heheh :))
carmidenise wrote on Apr 16
waaa. renz hehehe. tae ka talaga. joke hehe
grabeh yung nagpapaabort noh?
renzbulseco wrote on Apr 16
waaa. renz hehehe. tae ka talaga. joke hehe
grabeh yung nagpapaabort noh?
CARMIIIIII! hahaaha :))
i saw u knina sa school! :))
lagiii. mainis talaga ako whenever may marinig ako na news about mga babies na tinatapon lang sa basura, like WTF??!
hahaha :))
carmidenise wrote on Apr 16
pumunta ka kanina sa school? bakit?
hahahaha. bat mo rin naisipang gumawa nito? hahaha
shift nag BAE uie. joke :)) HAHAHA
renzbulseco wrote on Apr 16
pumunta ka kanina sa school? bakit?
hahahaha. bat mo rin naisipang gumawa nito? hahaha
shift nag BAE uie. joke :)) HAHAHA
ay takte. kunin ko sana classcard ko sa bio 3 and mst 1
and ayun. mejo sa katangahan ko rin.. 3.30 na ako umalis ng bahay.
ayun! **POOF lock ang mga door. TAAAAAEEEE.

ngek! ayoko mag shift no. love ko talaga ang bio since birth. *LMAO
it's just, writing is.. wala lang. trip ko lang 'to. feel ko lang sumulat about nito. :)) hahaha
carmidenise wrote on Apr 16
HAHAHA :)) sayang. i publish mo nalang to sa school paper, sa marisian. hahaha. close bitaw kayo ni mam morning. hehehe.
renzbulseco wrote on Apr 16
HAHAHA :)) sayang. i publish mo nalang to sa school paper, sa marisian. hahaha. close bitaw kayo ni mam morning. hehehe.
eewww. HAHAHA. kaluod mo carmi oie. tapos na ako sa kanya.
hahaha. :)))) LOL. cge lang gud. hintayin nalang natin na madiscover to ni de quiros ng inquirer. may sideline na ako as columnist sa PDI.
CHAR LANG. libre lang mangarap!
carmidenise wrote on Apr 16
char renzyy uie!
hahaha. malay mo uy. internet gud. HAHAH :))
renzbulseco wrote on Apr 16
char renzyy uie!
hahaha. malay mo uy. internet gud. HAHAH :))
lageee carmi! hehhe :))
sisikat ka lang through internet. HAHAA :)) lol.
carmidenise wrote on Apr 16
lageee carmi! hehhe :))
sisikat ka lang through internet. HAHAA :)) lol.
hahaha bitaw. daig mo na ang mga artista. LOL.
weee. gudluck sa iyo! hehehehe
renzbulseco wrote on Apr 16
hahaha bitaw. daig mo na ang mga artista. LOL.
weee. gudluck sa iyo! hehehehe
kaw rin mimi! :)
hehehhe.
gud luck sa summer class mo! :))
do good! happy summer! :D
carmidenise wrote on Apr 16
hahaha bitaw. daig mo na ang mga artista. LOL.
weee. gudluck sa iyo! hehehehe
hehehe. kaw rin! hmmm.
see yah cguro sa pasukan
or baka magkita tayo pag summer. laag laag din tayo minsan! :))
renzbulseco wrote on Apr 16
hehehe. kaw rin! hmmm.
see yah cguro sa pasukan
or baka magkita tayo pag summer. laag laag din tayo minsan! :))
HAHAHA =]
cge textex nalang gud. lol. hahahha.
sleepover nalang tayo kina cocok again! :)) hahaha.
carmidenise wrote on Apr 16
hahahha. ooba! malapit lang bitaw sa amin kina cocok. hehehe
cgecge!! :)
missradcliffe wrote on Apr 16
kaluoy T_T
chizbred24 wrote on Apr 16
sinu inspirasyon mo dito?
hahaha. :D :D :D
renzbulseco wrote on Apr 16
kaluoy T_T
lagiii! luoy mo lang.
renzbulseco wrote on Apr 16
sinu inspirasyon mo dito?
hahaha. :D :D :D
hahaha. cguro naalala ko lang yung mga news about sa mga nanay
na nagpapaabort. kawawa kasi. kaya ayun.
like wla silang right para itapon ang "buhay". diba? :)
renzbulseco wrote on Apr 16
hahahha. ooba! malapit lang bitaw sa amin kina cocok. hehehe
cgecge!! :)
cge carmi! :D hehehee
pakainin nanaman tayo ni mommy soraya! :) bwaahaha
FC FC?? nyahahha
beapadilla wrote on Apr 16
oi renz! kaw nghimo ani??!!! char lamang! haha.. =)
beapadilla wrote on Apr 16
oha! oha! ngacoment2 nko bah! haha..
renzbulseco wrote on Apr 16
oi renz! kaw nghimo ani??!!! char lamang! haha.. =)
ayyyyy dile??? gi copy paste lang na nako. CHAR LANG.
dile oie. ako bitaw nag himo ani. HAHAHA. milagro.. alive nasad ka
sa multiply! :))) nyahahaha

wala lang. boring man gud this summer :))
kimmieisinsane wrote on Apr 16
Aaaw :(
beapadilla wrote on Apr 16
ayyyyy dile??? gi copy paste lang na nako. CHAR LANG.
dile oie. ako bitaw nag himo ani. HAHAHA. milagro.. alive nasad ka
sa multiply! :))) nyahahaha

wala lang. boring man gud this summer :))
hahaha.. kron lng ni ky wa p au mi leson.. hehe.. =)
renzbulseco wrote on Apr 16
Aaaw :(
sad masyado kimmie nohh? hehhe. diba may nakuhang fetus jan sa diliman? parang 2 months ago pa ata yun. basta na feature pa nga yun siya sa tv patrol ! :) lol.
renzbulseco wrote on Apr 16
hahaha.. kron lng ni ky wa p au mi leson.. hehe.. =)
HAHAHA :)) kkapoi man noh?
hahaha. kay summerng summer.. tapos naay klase..
human.. dapat jud mo mu-attend kay prereq. at least sa amua
kami ang mag buot kung mag summer or dile. :)
kimmieisinsane wrote on Apr 16
sad masyado kimmie nohh? hehhe. diba may nakuhang fetus jan sa diliman? parang 2 months ago pa ata yun. basta na feature pa nga yun siya sa tv patrol ! :) lol.
Di ko alaaam :)) Wala akong alaaaam as iiiin
renzbulseco wrote on Apr 16
Di ko alaaam :)) Wala akong alaaaam as iiiin
ows? hahhaha :)) sbagay. malaki ang diliman. hahaah lol.
kimmieisinsane wrote on Apr 16
Hahahaha sabagay :D
residentevil5 wrote on Apr 19
hmmm. why? heheh :))
I don't like reading things with too many emotions. I have the tendency to copy those emotion
renzbulseco wrote on Apr 19
I have the tendency to copy those emotion
copycat. :P
wigsout wrote on Apr 23
so that's what it's all about.. god, just the other day, a dead baby was found in a garbage bin nearby.... why can't people just take responsibility for their actions? in the US alone, they get thousands of abortions per day. i wonder how much we got here in the Philippines.. nice writing by the way... ~~~ dropping by..

and i love your theme..
renzbulseco wrote on Apr 23
we can always conclude that there are some people who couldn't appreciate LIFE. they only think of their own selves. hahaaha
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